Designing has been so much fun! I enjoy learning new techniques.

Check out Golden Flower Day Bag from Share Your Artistry!

Best advice heard: People care about things differently.

When you meet people who have a different perspective and just make you think about your own perspective differently, now that’s awesome.

Even if it’s an audience of 1, making a difference matters.

Today’s positive moments:
1. Mindset
2. Living
3. Therapy

My brother once told me that sometimes that small nugget of gratitude can take you far, even through the dump days sometimes. To remember the feeling of that gratitude during the dump days is important to keep going. #pressforward

I don’t know if this whole “is it a hobby or not/let’s turn it into a business” thing will work out.
But I’m trying…and that is something.

two new book covers…

#bookcoverdesign #keepgoing
I am learning proper book cover design. I use to understand color combinations better. These book covers were created by me.

It’s a learning and stepping point learning from the responses received from last evening. It is about bringing awareness to a world different from one’s own. In web development, we learn about accessibility and color friendly palettes. That can be transferred to book covers too

The color palette can still be nice. I’m not knocking that. It’s just choosing color combinations within the color palette that one can see from far away and up close. #bookcoverdesign #webdevelopment

And I think I am coming to terms with that part. And creating and being aware of a cohesive color-friendly palette is what I have been trying to say despite how I initially came across.
#bookcoverdesign #webdevelopment

I just posted “Book Cover Creation for People Who Experience Color Blindness” on Reddit

I just posted “Creating Book Covers for People with Color Blindness” on Reddit

LOOKING ON THE BRIGHT SIDE

I have made a mess of some instances in life. Do not know if writing will work out for me. Currently, enjoying the classes I am taking. Life is simply amusing. I wonder if I could write like other writers. Just simply write on history. But my history is not their history. My history is filled with chagrin, little musings of happiness, and stories. I love to write a good story. But what if it does not make it in this world? What if it is not the same as other writers who talk about immigration, family history, queerness, and the like. My life in part has some of those things, but it still feels like I can not tell the tale. It still feels foreign to me to write in that way. But if I want to get somewhere, I must write in a similar way.

I WAS HOPING

I was hoping after all this time, we could reconnect. That if it was in the cards that reconnecting and meeting who you are now was possible. But it does not seem likely because of choices.

My choice to swipe right and be a part of your life again, but not knowing if you feel the same way. I hope it’s not a lot for one person.
Now, I will never know if you will swipe right or just swipe left.
I was hoping to have a friendship this time around. I was hoping not to rehash the past, but have a better future. I was hoping I could show you how much I have changed over the past years.

And I can’t say if it is meant to be than it will be because that is not how I am feeling right now. I am a little heartbroken that there was not another chance. I’m heartbroken.